Bleh

Ugh. I thought I was doing ok off my meds, but I can feel the anxiety and depression creeping back up on me. Time to get the prescription refilled.

Nothing super exciting happening around here. We got to visit with all of Steve's family on Sunday. That was fun! Since everyone is in town, we took pics and they turned out great. I did have some up on my dropshots, but Steve made me take them down because he hadn't edited them yet. Meany!

Next week I start really kicking up my walking. I am on a walking team with Melissa and her co-workers. There are two teams competing to see which can get the most miles in. I figure I have to walk an average of 4 miles a day to keep up. When am I gonna get that done? lol! I am also gonna start the "couch to 5K" plan that I have had sitting here for a few years now. The time has come to get myself in gear!

Our website is almost finished. I need to write the Bio about us for it, and I have a few pics to add that Steve hasn't gotten up there yet. I need to also work on a watermark to add to the photos. I forgot about that being one of my "jobs."

Melissa and I are planning a trip to Forks, WA. Hopefully we can go in September. The book series that I am currently obsessed with is based there, and we want to go visit and take pictures, etc. It will be so much fun!!

I am already wishing summer vacation was shorter. My kiddos do nothing but fight! I guess they have to get used to being around each other all the time again or something. Yesterday we went to the library, and today to the free movie, but the minute we get back in the house, they go off. Especially Becka. She was screaming at me all day today. Ugh! Sometimes I wish I could duct tape her mouth shut so she could see that really, it is her smart mouth that gets her into the most trouble.

I go back to the doctor tomorrow. I haven't lost any weight since I was last in there. Actually, I may have gained. But, I am on the right track now at least. Melissa and I are walking at least 4 times a week, plus I am bike riding, etc with the kids and Steve. My goal is to be down 15 pounds by the time we go on our vacation in August. Hopefully by Christmas I will be down about 30 pounds. By my birthday I would love to be down 50 pounds. After that, I hope to maintain. I know I won't ever be like before I had the kids, but I would like to be healthier and to feel ok about my appearance. Of course, if I get pregnant between now and then, that will throw all my plans off by a few years. That's ok though. I would rather be fat and have my babies than skinny and not have them.

OK, so this post has nothing of any importance in it, just me rambling. I should head to bed. It is midnight and the kiddos have been getting up when Steve leaves at 6:15am. Haven't they ever heard of sleeping in???