Not fair

Yes, I am going to whine for a bit. Why is it that I have tried my whole life to do the "right things" and follow what I have been taught, but have nothing to show for it? I look at other people (who shall remain nameless), who make stupid selfish choices, only think of themselves, don't take care of the things and people they should and yet they are out living the life! Must be nice. I guess I am jealous. I don't understand why I can't have some of the things they do. I am doing what I am supposed to do...taking care of my family, going to church, etc etc and I can barely make ends meet, but they are out there having wonderful, exciting experiences, making and spending tons of money, neglecting their children so that they can get ahead, and it is working out wonderfully for them. Sometimes I want to just scream.